Saturday, March 28, 2015

I was dreaming of a real life and this happened!!!




Daniel’s Feu Follet Facebook

He toyed with the gun weight of the pen and suicide.

 Behind him hanging on a kitchen wall, a Jewish Health Care worker and his Apostles on the face of a kitchen clock in The Last Supper made him feel like time froze to tattoo on paper an eternal second in life across the river to Riker’s Island Prison.

Every night, rows Death.

The ashes of people drifted miles to a poor little town on 9/11, his girlfriend’s birth date.

The unreported remains of the day became part of Happy Land.

He looked out the window to the funeral parlor in The South Bronx of America. Maybe tomorrow he’ll kill himself over loss of love like Carlos Casagemas did in Paris in 1901.

 His death inspired The Blue Period of his best friend, Pablo Picasso, who had strange dreams and nightmares like Daniel who heard voices exorcised by Win98 in 2015

Tell me about your childhood, a psychiatrist said from a movie he recalled vaguely.

 He carried Anne Frank in his arms while the shadows of burnt-out buildings fell over them. She was given to him to keep by his 4th grade English teacher, Mr. Marks, in a time of swastikas stitched on Puerto Ricans in a gang called The Savage Skulls or SS for short.

The Brady Bunch song, sung like an anthem, beckon him to join the rest of America where the wasteland called Television was the first drug of choice in childhood.

He saw a dog pop a pill to fly to save his French poodle girlfriend. Was it LSD?

Daniel popped Saint Joseph’s Orange Favored Aspirin For Abused Children. He logically reasoned like Mister Spock that he would be invulnerable like Superman to the horse whippings by his mother’s husband who later thought he had drowned him in his bathtub.

With a view of the East River, Daniel took a deep breath and jumped off a bridge and found Atlantis within himself.

He found sunken genius to share.

He wanted to be a super hero to save everyone but became a bad guy with a conscience like the crucified thief who stole the heart of a Good Jewish Lawyer. Daniel died and went to Google Heaven Think I’ll live a little longer to stick it to the Really Bad Guys.

Human Misery is the mint of the so-called City Of Angels or Hollywood.

Everybody happy

Jane!!! Stop This Crazy Media Thing by Danny Aponte of Public School 161

An essay on Freedom of Speech to sing songs like a canary in a coalmine

Copyrighted in The South Bronx of Graffiti from Here To Eternity

LLAP
http://diaryofasouthbronxcerealkiller.blogspot.com

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Monday, December 23, 2013


Art imitates life and vice versa.

 

 To prove it, I saw NYC garbage men on a break pitch ideas for The City Of Angels or Hollywood. I was overwhelmed by the musky scent of success when I realized my childhood dream to live life like a great American novel had begun to write itself.

 

This true-life story has everything but a movie studio called Kitchen Sink Productions or Tin Hat Films. And, yes, it has books gather dust at the NYPL. The trick to get kids and the FBI to read is open up with a scene of a typewriter and paper spattered with brains

 

Gotcha

 

Zoom in overhead to a street at night in The South Bronx, a place that Woody Allen would never think of filming one of his movies not unless he wants to die young.

 

I have a gun in my hand.

 

Don’t say a word, you (expletive deleted)! Watch me kill the audience. Watch me walk between parked cars and point the gun at a Puerto Rican named Angel. Pop, pop, pop and Angel falls backwards against a locked building door. He slides down ever so slowly.

 

Are you reading me so far, NRA?

 

Previously, the Puerto Rican and I got into a heated dispute started by me. It was over nothing to get $omething by $elling a story to grab grub and pay my rent. Only in New York can I get away with satire and to be interviewed by Charlie Rose under the all-seeing third eye blind of Channel 2 News. I write this to Tweet Think Thirteen and---

 

THIS IS A SPECIAL BULLETIN!!!

 

NYPD will regret they never stopped and frisked me, a handsome blond haired white guy who looks tailor made for Wall Street or for orgies at the Playboy Mansion or for good old fashion Gay American family values in the 21 Century.  Well, I’m off to Africa.

 

Hope I don’t get Aids!

 

I’m just kidding.

 

I’m white

 

ALL OF A SUDDEN, faster than anyone can say NO ONE ESCAPES THE SPANISH INQUISTION, I was chased by a mob of angry Puerto Ricans all looking like Gerardo Rivera after he had his nose smashed by Neo Nazis! Could they be any madder if I had set the Puerto Rican flag on fire as seen on TV in the final season of Seinfeld?

 

For legal reasons (like avoiding the death penalty), Angel came back to life when I brought him a Bud. We laughed at the toy gun that looked real in the hands of an actor who is destined to become the next Al Pacino, an Italian who played a Puerto Rican.

 

Truthfully, I’m not white. I’m Pulp Puerto Rican Fiction Made In The USA.

 

How good am I an actor for the next Fellini, film director of surrealism?

 

I’m not an actor.

 

It’s been real.

 

Ciao, 2013

 

XOLOL

 

 
Art& Hot Text Copyrighted By Daniel Angel Aponte

 

Why is China LOL?

Saturday, November 23, 2013

The True Meaning Of Black Friday



 
Life After Media by Danny A Aponte

 

When I was a child, media was my first drug of choice in The South Bronx of America.

 

Then one day, I OD when the better angel of my nature went to Google Heaven

 

And now The Dream Police by Cheap Trick plays LOUD inside my brain!!!

 

AIEEEEE! I’m having a better time than I ever did in the real world!!!

 

Life movies on…

 

 

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

I died and went to Google Heaven





The Persistence Of Memory

 

 Undercover cops assaulted me as I was walked home from school activities that were designed to build character or good citizenship. I suffered a concussion when one of the cops forced my head into a brick wall that exploded with graffiti.

 

As blood crossed my face, they rifled through my belongings.

 

My bus pass and membership card in GO (General Organization at I.S 155) drifted to concrete as one of them shouted,” F**k! It’s not him!” They ran to their unmarked car, as I stood still in the middle of the entrance of the building I live in. One of them stopped and looked back like he wanted to say, “Sorry, kid”. Then they were gone. Quietly, I sat at the edge of my bed with ice pressed to a growing head bump. 

 

I almost forgot my homework on The Underground Railroad.

 

Years later, holiday vacation from NYU and homework to create a tour book for the South Bronx began by guns pulled out by cops behind squad cars. They yelled while I dropped a shoulder bag and lifted my arms up. I was smashed against the back of a car and violently patted down by a white cop while others looked through personal items. When he hit my crotch, I pushed him several feet back with one hand. I turned and stared into the barrel of a gun held by a black cop whose nostrils flared like a bull about to charge and gore. I sensed an unearthly cold light of a stare from my mother’s other son, who, minutes before, had tried to kill me with Colt 45 malt liquor beer. Had the heavy bottle connected, my eyes would’ve been wrenched out, nose and teeth shattered in a gruesome death.  Possessed by the demon Schizophrenia inflamed by Crack, he had ran with an awful shriek to a coffee shop on Prospect Avenue where he told cops I had a gun.

 

The way they roughed me up was nothing compared to my mother’s husband who belted me across my face and back when I was a boy. His son learned this behavior so well he upset his father when he put me in a chokehold and later attempted murder again that caused lacerations on my neck. It’s hard to live in the real world that made me the captain of the USS Escapism. Reality bitch slaps when his father tried to drown me in the bathtub where I pretended to be Namor, the prince of Atlantis, a mutant from Marvel Comics.

 

Once upon a time, I felt the mystery of life when I went deep into the waters of Orchard Beach, the French Riviera of the Bronx. Unlike other kids, I could hold my breath longer and went far for freedom. I saw people as points of colors on sands of time and myself as washed up on the shores of the future free from abuse, free to evolve into someone different, someone who wanted to get others to where common sense was religion.

 

The oceans were near to flying in the heavens and second to the mystery of the human brain that could eventually figure out how to walk on water. Even though my mother is Catholic, I was never one of those kids that prayed to a crucified Jew who suffered after giving people Universal Health Care. I wanted to take The Son of God to the hospital and get Tetanus shots like me when I stepped on a rusty nail that was hidden like a snake in the grass in Saint Mary’s Park where I romped in my Lone Ranger cowboy hat and silver cap guns, a gift from a merchant marine uncle who lived for the open seas.

 

This how my holiday vacation from school ended and homework resumes: I saw red-faced cops handcuffed my mother’s other son and take him to Lincoln Hospital.

 

Merry Christmas, baby Jesus, and peace on Earth for children of all ages.

 

Amen.

 


 

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